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2022.05.20Promotion time!
2022.05.15
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Mini-review: Severance (2022)
2022.05.09These past few weeks haven’t been smooth sailing, but I’m kind of back. I’m extremely behind on my writing, NaNo April was a bust, I just didn’t have any heart for it. I’m planning to slowly get back into it, but I just haven’t yet. After my dad’s passing, I flip-flopped about focusing on my French hist-fic saga project… But I don’t know.
Everything is pretty much on hold on all fronts, except for one thing that I can’t quite get into yet. I’ll probably have an announcement about it later this year, if things go as planned. The release dates for the WIPs are likely going to be pushed back.
In the meantime, I spent the weekend on Severance (on Apple TV+), a dystopian show where a new implant technology allows us to hermetically separate our work life and our personal life. It’s as captivating and horrifying as it sounds, and absolutely riveting.

The show manages to capture the tedium of office environments and make it both gorgeous and ominous, making you wonder what hides behind every turn of the labyrinthine corridors of the “severed” floor, and behind the smiles of its cultish managersā¦ The photography and art style are ultra polished and framed to perfection (the Bell Works building and its atomic age vibes make for a perfect location for a show full of retro-futuristic mid-century-ish elements) and the cast brings everything together incredibly well. The finale also resolves enough of the mysteries to be satisfied, but leaves enough pending that you just can’t wait for Season 2 to drop.
One of the best written shows of the year. Greatly recommended.
adishatz papa
2022.03.24Mini-review: Reacher (2022)
2022.02.06I put the first episode of Reacher yesterday not expecting much and I ended up bingeing the whole season in one seating. Prefacing this by saying that I’m among the rare few who, despite reading the series, were not put out by Tom Cruise’s performance in the movie adaptations (or even the choice of having him in the first place), the 2022 show is pretty solid and I will agree that it is more faithful to how the book depicted the character. Alan Ritchson’s Reacher is not just greatly layered, he’s also great at showing these layers gradually, playing on the other characters’ expectations (and in some way also those of the ones among the audience who don’t know the books). Reacher is an enigma when you first meet him, but the core elements of his character are never in doubt, and the first episodes establishes that perfectly by having him say absolutely nothing in the first ten minutes or so, yet show both where his moral compass points to and how skilled he is at what he does. And while he is a nigh-unstoppable powerhouse with Holmesian-level deductive skills, he’s also sufficiently reliant on others during the course of the series that he doesn’t quite become the Gary Sue one could mistake him to be at first glance.

The supporting cast also does a bang up job, Willa Fitzgerald as the tough-as-nails Roscoe and Malcolm Goodwin as the uptight by-the-book Finlay, alongside veteran actors like Currie Graham and Bruce McGill for the antagonists. The setting brilliantly reeks of “small town with a dark secret” from the very beginning (a staple of the book series) and the whole fun is to entangle what that secret is, and the twists make it very worthwhile at the same time as they make it very, very personal for Reacher, something the baddies painfully discover is definitely something you never want to face.
All in all, this adaptation is a very pleasant surprise, moreso than Jack Ryan, also on Prime and for which I had similarly subverted expectations. The 8-episode format allows writers and actors the time and space to really explore and develop the characters in a way that feels natural and organic, establish the backstories, introduce foes, allies and folks in between without rushing through the motions, play with the uncertainty of knowing who’s with or against our protagonist…
With a whole book series to choose from, if they can keep up that level of care for the source material, I’ll be looking forward to future seasons.
Mini-review: The Matrix: Resurrections
2022.01.09I just came back from watching The Matrix: Resurrections a second time, and while the first impression was somewhat positive but confused, this second viewing made me appreciate the film a lot more. Resurrections is beautifully earnest about what it sets to do, and what that is is simply, like the first one, Lana Wachowski’s expression of her life experience through her art.
(Also, right off the bat, I just loved how familiar faces kept appearing one after the other. There are so many Sense8 actors in there it was like watching a cast reunion, and as a fan I was just super happy to see that. I’m also 99% convinced that the key shop is not just a reference to the Keymaker, it looked exactly like Wolfgang and Felix’s shop!)
After two sequels that were kind of okay but mainly kind of a letdown, Resurrections is a sublimation of the original trilogy. It takes their themes and distillates them through the lens of the last 20 years. It is unapologetically Lana’s Matrix: a sequel that neither sisters wanted to make originally, but when it became inevitable, one that she had to make herself to keep control of her story, of her narrative. Because these movies are (or at least, started from) fundamentally autobiographical allegories, it would have been unthinkable to relinquish this control to a studio. That’s where the whole hyper-meta first act comes from, with its continuous self-reference that is always just shy of breaking the fourth wall.
(Caution: what follows contains spoilers)

It’s no wonder that reflections and mirrors come back as crucial tools and visual cues to navigate between the Matrix and the “real world”. Self-image and representation were always at the heart of the first Matrix movie, and this theme comes full circle here again with the added emotional maturity of a person who’s lived through transition and can look back at what was. Both Neo and Trinity know what they look like, but what the world sees is a completely different person. And eventually, it is no longer “Thomas Anderson” coming out, as the metro barrels down towards him, shouting “My name is Neo” in a defiant, yet almost intimate act of self-acceptance. It is “Tiffany” who instead asserts her true identity publicly and becomes empowered: “My name is Trinity,” she says, and indeed she always was, and nothing her family or society could say or do would change that. It’s not an accident that 20 years later, Trinity, not Neo, has become the One.
The Matrix universe can mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people, and that’s okay. For me, I don’t think you can really dissociate the art from the artist when the art is rooted is such personal life experiences. Resurrections upends the blue pill/red pill binary, because as Bugs say, such a binary solution was always an illusion. Forget about spoons, there is no choice: deep inside, in your heart, you know what you should do to stay true to yourself, and doing anything else would be a betrayal.
All in all, I find Resurrections to be a perfect bookend to the story the Wachowskis started in 1999. It’s not without flaws, the meta stuff in the first third was almost a tad too much, the fight scenes are not as clean or memorable as before (although the Analyst subverting bullet time was pretty neat), and I found the Merovingian cameo to be gratuitous. But the film works despite these flaws, because deep down there is so much love for the characters, and so much earnestness in the tale of their literal resurrection, that it’s impossible for me not to like it.
It’s a leap of faith, and when you find in yourself the courage to take the stepā¦ at that moment, that’s when you are, finally, free.
4.8/5
writing status
2021.12.20While my current focus is chiefly The Uncertain War, I’m happy to say I’ve also completed the basic outline for The Commodore’s Gold, the third installment of the Ascalon Circle series. I’m not quite sure when I’ll start on the first draft, but that’s neat. Also defined a few of the planes that will make an appearance alongside the titular Commodore…
As things stand right now, I’m looking at a late 2023 release for TCG. (I’m writing the TUW trilogy as a single unit, and I anticipate coordinating everything will take most of my time in 2022).
But hey, progress is progress, right?
end of an era
2021.12.20This weekend, I shut down my historic domain freylia.net.
I first opened this website in August 2003, during an internship at the European Court of Auditors in Luxembourg. I was making progress with HTML/CSS and I had grown tired of the limited confines of Geocities-hosted pages… The site started as a System Shock and Deus Ex fan site; it also exposed many elements of what is now The Uncertain War, the main draft of which (currently undergoing heavy rewrites) I wrote during the 2006 or 2007 edition of NaNoWriMo.
I also hosted several sub-sites for a while, ranging from walkthroughs to fan projects, some of which I participated in. From gaming, it evolved into a file repository, then a portfolio of services, from Translations, to Photography, to Desktop Publishing.
It went through many lives, but even when it was occasionally on hold, there was always a plan to bring it back. This is the first time since 2003 that I take it down indefinitely. My focus, as far as websites are concerned, is now firmly on presenting and promoting my books. This is not the only change I have in mind, as this is part of the process I alluded to in my last post; But this is the first, and its symbolic significance to me is pretty deep.
The simplest thing is, freylia.net was created when I was a different person, and as such it belonged in the past. It is time to close this door now, and look towards the future.
portents
2021.10.29I’m standing at a threshold, and as I prepare to take the next step, the idea of the changes to come scares me to my core. But the idea of leaving things be, and living in the past… It scares me more. This is the right decision, and the only way out is forward.
I don’t know when I’ll be making the relevant changes here on this site, as I will be fairly busy dealing with real life. I have cancelled my plans to do NaNoWriMo and work on TUW for the time being, as this coming month of November mark the beginning of a grander, and more deeply personal journey.
This November, I am turning 42. The Ultimate Answer to Life, the Universe, and Everything, according to Douglas Adams… This November, I begin something I never attempted before: to build my own answer.
I’ll be back, with the knowledge that I’m facing forward, and the courage to face these new challenges head-on. This site will change, but for the better. Because behind it, will be a better me than ever existed before.
R.
Mini-review: No Time To Die
2021.10.17So there it is, the final Craig Bond film.
I started fairly ambivalent about this movie. I still don’t know quite what to think of it, usually to me that means the movie’s bad, typically, but it’s not the case here. There are some genuinely good things in this Bond, bold narrative choices, bold characterization too. This is going to remain spoiler-free so I won’t go into details, but here goes…
Like the previous Casio Royale/Quantum of Solace diptych, NTTD serves as a direct sequel to Spectre, which in my mind is the worst of the Craig outings, and one of the worst Bond movies overall. There were production issues and delays, Danny Boyle was initially slated to direct but later dropped out and it doesn’t help that there was much hype about Fleabag‘s Phoebe Waller-Bridge being brought in for script duties after the director swap, and I really didn’t click with Fleabag… So let’s just say that I came in with low expectations.
Turns out that, in many respects, NTTD is a very respectable Bond movie, and an ambitious one at that. Comparisons abound with On Her Majesty’s Secret Service, and with reason, as it explicitly hangs over the movie with all kinds of subtle and not-so-subtle references. Bold choices, I said above, and high stakes, believable stakes that lead to realistic and shocking consequences all the way to the final scenes… This is a movie where Bond hurts, where you actually do fear for his and his companions’ lives, where the villain is pragmatic and cold and won’t hesitate to shoot you, plot armor be damned.
As a Bond movie, as the final Craig Bond movie, it works. It’s not just a sequel to Spectre, it closes an arc that was started all the way back with Casino Royale. In The World is Not Enough, Q famously told Bond, “Never let them see you bleed.” Daniel Craig’s tenure as Bond has him bleeding, literally and metaphorically, a broken man haunted by personal demons, fighting to make a broken world better.
However, the movie also suffers from several issues. It is long, and it makes you feel it, and there are several instances where some trimming could have made it tighter. If characterization as a whole improves overall, especially with everyone returning fromĀ SpectreĀ getting much richer dialogue and scenes, the only exception to this would be with M’s badass decay fromĀ SpectreĀ andĀ Skyfall, as his plot-related oversights prior to the movie caused the whole mess… The movie also introduces Lashana Lynch as the new 007 (notĀ the new James Bond) and while I have no problem with her performance, I did feel her characterization was a bit on the nose to contrast with Craig’s more “old school” approach.
Discussing specifics would lead me to spoiler territory, so I’ll just stop here. Overall, this is a spectacular Bond outing and a fitting send-off for Daniel Craig. The pacing is messy but the punches land and the movie sticks the landing in a way that both serves the story and is satisfying to me as a viewer. Like OHMSS before it, NTTD breaks the mold and goes where no Bond movie has gone before, ever. And for that, I think it deserves quite a bit of respect.
4/5